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Fight the Panda

by Headboard Jockeys

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1.
Mind Games 02:19
[Verse] Excuse me sir, I have sinned I didn’t tell you everything That I wanted you to know Here’s the story Here's how it goes Yea I said that I really do you want you What I meant is I really don't need you I just said what I needed to say to get my way And so I lied. [Chorus] I'll say it again I'll tell you, I'll tell you, I'll tell you Everything I said was just a lie to pull you in I'll say it again I'll tell you, I'll tell you, I'll tell you Everything I said was just a lie to pull you [Verse] Sorry you couldn’t tell That I played the game so well Everything I said, Was to inch myself into your head Yea to tell you I never really liked you From the first time that I ever saw you I just said what I need to say to get my way And so Goodbye. [Chorus] [Bridge] In the night, I crept in while you slept, Here’s my fingerprints, On your broken heart See your footprints at my door, Leave your number I won’t call You back See, I’m sorry (I'm sorry), Yea I'm not sorry, Don’t be surprised Oh, don't you cry. [Chorus]
2.
[Verse] Tripping over Memories You left inside my head Reciting conversations That we've already had And this feeling that I get Is contemplating With regret Didn’t mean to say those things Cause you mean everything [Chorus] You make it hard for me to breathe When you're not standing here by me When you're not standing here by me You make it hard for me to breathe When you're not standing here by me When you're not standing here by me [Verse] Nothing that time can not erase Except your face Cannot believe that you're gone But the feelings still remains I miss your smile, I miss your skin I miss your arms that draw me in I didn’t mean to say those things Cause you mean everything [Chorus] [Bridge] (You make it hard for me to breathe, When you’re not standing here by me, When you’re not standing here by me, You make it hard for me to breathe, When you're not standing here by me When you’re not standing here by me.) [Chorus] [Outro] You’re just a memory A memory, a memory (x4)
3.
[Verse] Stares they give you Digging voices in your head The trail of scars from the tears That you shed They say that you're nothing Insist that you're worthless But who are they to say When they don’t even know your name [Pre-chorus] You're a constant failure Giving up and giving up in Live your life for no one It’s your world that you're living in [Chorus] Pick yourself back up When you're falling down When you're falling to the ground Pick yourself back up When you're falling down When you're falling to the ground [Verse] Hallways filled with murmurs Grey walls turning black Its easier letting go And never looking back The mirror pokes at you Mocking everything you do Sometimes you fall you crawl, You get back up and dust your self off [Pre-chorus] [Chorus] [Bridge] To all your failures, To all your rejects, To all, to all don't give up And when it’s said and done, will you be able to say I'm happy of what I've become? This is who I am (x6) [Chorus]
4.
[Verse] My Bleeding heart was broken Because of the pain stricken despair, The consequences of love Is that love is rarely there You screw with my mind, my body, my soul and my heart And I know something inside has already departed All you left intact was these tears that I shed And this broken heart that only pumps out lead You forced me to love you You tried all you could But man I see how it is Because you didn’t love me like you should But when you feel like you want but can’t take what you got I'm telling you boy One day you're going to miss me a lot Don’t you wish you could see? All this pain you brought to me All this time I spent with you I've could have been with someone new. [Chorus] And all the things and all the shit That you've done All I can say is come get me When all the pain and all the misery come All I can say is, Come get me [Verse] You're dodging bullets as if no one can see You’re already shot Your blood appears on the floor and you act like its not Just rest in your grave Cause you already fallen in If loving you was right, I guess it’s a sin Because I can't believe how much pain And suffering I'm in The lies the other wives And you just hiding within With a slick walk and talk and positive objective You always say, 'girl you know I love you lets try this again' Please banging on my door you won’t be coming in I got a shotgun my guard dog and yea some of my kin You really hurt me man, how can you do this to me? Feels like you just took a dagger and shoved it in my spleen My body’s trembling my eyes turning red And all I want to do right now is scream out led. You led me to believe you boy that you'll always stay true But some how you've turned around and said I hated you [Chorus] [Solo] [Chorus]
5.
[Verse] This is the last sunset I will see with you Greatest gift I Ever knew, by far Now it’s the time to realize, What we have left Is just your empty promises They're in a box in the ground And they're not coming out [Chorus] Time could always heal you and, I was always there For you, But you gave it all away [Verse] Flash back, its too cold, it’s too late To call you now, because you wont answer. I pass by your old place, I see your face Imprinted in the memories Remember me; I'm not the one I used to be. [Chorus] [Bridge] You felt ignored, But you could never feel this empty There’s so much more, But it’s something that you'll never see And you’ll miss life, and you'll miss tears You'll miss the rise, you'll miss friends, You’ll miss growing through the years, You’ll miss beginnings And you'll miss ends. [Chorus]
6.
[Verse] I like the way you're touching me We’re gonna tear this place down to the beat Two shots always leads to more We're gonna rock this place like never before [Pre-chorus] I like what you are doing Don't stop just keep on moving I'll show you how to do it You're gonna make me lose it [Chorus] You want to get with me You better take what you want Well tonight ain't free You better take what you want You want, you want You better take what you want You want, you want [Verse] Drink up and slam it down Buy us another round I'll show you how its gonna go down Back to the dance floor Come close a little more I'll show you what you're waiting for [Pre-chorus] [Chorus] [Bridge] Tick tock, baby don't you stop I'll drop it down low And we'll keep on moving Moving to this beat You got me going so crazy Your body is so mesmerizing Your eyes just so hypnotizing I got what you want If you got what I need [Chorus]
7.
Let Me Be 03:24
[Verse] You got what I want and what I need I don't want you to know I'll give it up, I have urges to feed How far I will go [Pre-chorus] I'll just be using you, I know But by the time it’s said and done [Chorus] Let me be the one You hold Let me be the one You need Let me be the one You cry for late at night in time Let me be the one [Verse] Into my room, all over the bed I should have left you alone Onto the floor, into my head I should have left you at home [Pre-chorus] [Chorus] [Bridge] [Chorus]
8.
Beautiful 03:51
[Verse] Try to start it up Falling to my knees Push me against the wall Denying me to breathe Left me stranding in Told me to paddle out Left me drowning With some fear and doubt Another situation The same as the first Why couldn’t I see this coming? In the old verse I just took you back When I just threw you out Talking all that smack I know what shit's about [Chorus] Tired of your smiles laced up with lies You think you're beautiful Don’t look at me when I pass you by You think you're beautiful Beautiful [Verse] Now that I was hurt Some how I'm the oddity You got me back once But never step to me I know that love hurts Beat me to the game Got me screaming out That things will never change Disregard the anthem Not addicted to your charms When I said it was over I meant, yeah be gone Look at what you've done The pain you brought to me With your stupid smile Well fuck your mockery [Chorus] [Bridge] What’s the point of telling someone you care? All they're going to do is use you And throw it in your face I'm stupid, No you're the stupid one I know you're texting, I know you're sexting I know you're telling lies, I know you're not with the guys So why don’t you take this middle finger And shove it where you love it... Yeah, What, that’s what she said... What! [Chorus]
9.
[Verse] It 6 a.m, I'm in my bed Alarm clock set It keeps ringing every morning Echoes in my head Life’s a bore My job just sucks My boss is such a jerk I'm doing all the work He does the front desk Clerk [Coda] You want your life back? Well come and grab it Well come and grab it Well come and grab it You want your life back? Well come and grab it Well come and grab it Well come and grab it [Verse] Its 5pm Sitting at my desk No overtime The four walls caving in, Coming in from all sides I wasted my whole day here My boss just went home The desk clerk left with him Now I'm all alone..... [Chorus] You want your life back? Well come and grab it Well come and grab it Well come and grab it You want your life back? Well come and grab it Well come and grab it Well come and grab it And you have what it takes to get the hell up out of here You want your green light? Well here's your green light Well here's your green light [Bridge] And I feel fine, well maybe I'm okay Till we die, we'll try, we'll try, and we’ll try And I feel fine, well maybe I'm okay Till we die, we'll try... [Chorus]
10.
[Verse] Keep your mouth shut You'll give yourself away You've been so wrong Our words are our mistake [Pre-chorus] Cause you keep, keeping my heart in check Always ache, aching it never rest Just shake, shaking all in my chest Always make, making me such a mess [Chorus] Hey kid, look what you did You're really gonna regret this Its no apology Eat your words Hey kid, look what you did You made a mess Now you’re stuck with it, Its no apology Eat your words [Verse] Blame me and shame me Guilt me to the bone Leave me lying and crying On this guilty throne [Pre-chorus] [Chorus] [Bridge] Are you blinded? Can't you see, why we fell apart It’s the other side, the side that I despise Changes and changes Ripping through these pages and pages [Chorus]

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Recorded at Killingsworth Recording Studios in Farmingdale, NY.

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released September 24, 2011

Producer: Anthony Santonocito.
Engineer: Michael Gaudiello.

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Headboard Jockeys Middletown, New York

Headboard Jockeys is a 5-piece modern hard rock band fronted by a female vocalist. Since forming, they have opened for the national touring band We Are The Fallen (former Evanescence members). In May of 2011, the band recorded their debut album "Fight the Panda" at the renowned Killingsworth Recording Studio in Farmingdale, NY with critically-acclaimed producer Anthony Santonocito. ... more

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